What Are You Working On?
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I've always been concerned with history, and I've always felt a kind of anger. But I tried to disguise my concerns in previous stories (out of insecurity?). Now I feel much more sure of my voice and my craft. Plot has been the hardest thing for me to figure out. I could write for weeks, months, with just a voice coming at me, but it would end up pretty deadening. I still need to figure out events, circumstances, situations. Then there's the wondering whether what I am writing is "true" -- true to my cultural background. As a Filipina writer I feel almost an obligation to write about my culture, but the longer I've lived in California the harder that becomes. Well, just the idea of working, writing, creating is very rewarding in itself. Also, knowing that I look at the world through a filter that enables me to transmute my own experiences into a story lends everything I do a sense of purpose. There are times, of course, when, because I'm too busy teaching or have too many other obligations, I can't do this -- look at my life as a prism for writing -- and those times seem wasted to me. So I'm always trying to retreat from life (at least in my head) and find a space that is my own. And also, the feeling that I don't think anyone else is writing or thinking about the subjects that concern me, so that my voice is still individual and distinct... No, I don't have a book contract. I have no prospects, either. But I'm happy to be left alone. I actually feel I wouldn't be able to write well if I knew I was writing in fulfillment of a contract. I've been pretty resourceful about finding publishers on my own. Even though it might take me years, I know I'll be able to get another book published. I hope to finish whatever it is I'm working on in the next three or four years. I don't know what my next project will be, but I'm tempted to write a screenplay! LinksReview of Villanueva's short story collection Mayor of the Roses in the 7 Sep 2005 Philippine News A 2004 interview Villanueva reviews three Filipino poets in the 4 Dec 2005 SF Chronicle See more What Are You Working On? interviews. |
published 5 April 06 on Too Beautiful. email copyright 2006 Mark Pritchard, Bernal Heights, San Francisco |